Truth be told, I'm a little disappointed in how Christmas turned out this year. So far at least. There're 7 hours to the end of Christmas so I'm hoping the rest of the day and night turns out better. But Jesus is the reason for the season afterall.
To say I'm upset is an understatement. In fact, I feel let down. I feel like a complete idiot, I really do. I'm just someone who can't measure up to be the person you wish I could be. It doesn't help that the people around me are the sort of person you wish I were. I'm like the bad apple, the thorn among the roses.
I've never really brought this up to anyone, but it has becoming a little overwhelming - to say the least.
Ok end of story! I look forward to a better tonight and a better year ahead.
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